So… What’s ur definition of being happy? Me? I dunno. I haven’t
figured out any. I mean… yah… I could safely say that I am happy,
sometimes. It’s just that, I think my inner soul is looking something
more, and I honestly don’t know what it is.
Sumtimes I just blame myself for being a professional dreamer. I
always dream of this. Always dream of that. But always afraid of not
getting there. And I always afraid of what the future holds. I have
this tendency about being too worry about it.
Am I wrong?
Is it some kind of diseases?
I wish I could be just happy. And being ‘free’… whatever that means.
If only people know that I’m not too optimistic as I used to. Being
adult has wash it all away.
Posted by ananta on December 19, 2009 at 9:38 pm
being happy, to gain what you expect with all your own gut. 🙂 heheeh
Posted by aitnis on January 12, 2010 at 1:08 am
can I peep into your hiding place???? :p
Posted by Amir on January 12, 2010 at 1:15 am
Nop. Personal place. It’s a secret hiding place… :p